May 06, 2009
A talent for avoidance
So here I am at work. Which is kinda stress free for the nonce.
I know, I know, you're getting tired of hearing about the end of the secret stressful thing, which, if I explain it, pretty much gives away my anonymity. It being a momentous enough event so as to be googleable (and yes, that IS a word.)....
I have a pretty major project I am supposed to be working on right now. As in at this moment. It's a PPT presentation for a meeting next Tuesday about the work of a task force I was in charge of. So I need to do it now so I can get feedback from the other membrs of our group before Tuesday. See, I am trying to be responsible.
Also, all hell hasn't broken loose yet this week, so I thought I'd try to get ahead of the curve for a change. As if.
And yet, here I sit, at the blog, at twitter, and at facebook. Pissing away my time. I rationalize: you work better under a deadline.... you're working it all out in your subconscious (I actually believe this to be true)....
You can't believe the shit I have invented for myself today. I cleaned up my desktop on my computer, I made coffee, I organized folders under "My Documents" so that it's easier to find specific files rather than scanning a large number of filenames in one folder.
Big hint: if I'm organizing or cleaning either 1) I'm avoiding something else, or 2) the mess has increased beyond my ability to quickly find what I am looking for.
In the meantime, my phone chimes Dr. Horrible at me (the harp interlude from "everything you ever...") telling me that yet another work-related email demands my attention. Crap.
Guess I should work after all. The sooner I get this done, the sooner I can be off to the pool, and the less work I'll need to do tonight between rehearsal and jam making (Strawberry).
I know, I know, you're getting tired of hearing about the end of the secret stressful thing, which, if I explain it, pretty much gives away my anonymity. It being a momentous enough event so as to be googleable (and yes, that IS a word.)....
I have a pretty major project I am supposed to be working on right now. As in at this moment. It's a PPT presentation for a meeting next Tuesday about the work of a task force I was in charge of. So I need to do it now so I can get feedback from the other membrs of our group before Tuesday. See, I am trying to be responsible.
Also, all hell hasn't broken loose yet this week, so I thought I'd try to get ahead of the curve for a change. As if.
And yet, here I sit, at the blog, at twitter, and at facebook. Pissing away my time. I rationalize: you work better under a deadline.... you're working it all out in your subconscious (I actually believe this to be true)....
You can't believe the shit I have invented for myself today. I cleaned up my desktop on my computer, I made coffee, I organized folders under "My Documents" so that it's easier to find specific files rather than scanning a large number of filenames in one folder.
Big hint: if I'm organizing or cleaning either 1) I'm avoiding something else, or 2) the mess has increased beyond my ability to quickly find what I am looking for.
In the meantime, my phone chimes Dr. Horrible at me (the harp interlude from "everything you ever...") telling me that yet another work-related email demands my attention. Crap.
Guess I should work after all. The sooner I get this done, the sooner I can be off to the pool, and the less work I'll need to do tonight between rehearsal and jam making (Strawberry).

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